School's over, and next year, it will be quite challenging, with PSLE awaiting for us. Don't even know I should be feeling happy or sad. Happy: Going to end my primary school life and is going to say goodbye to all those "true" friends. Sad: Miss the happy times that we spent together in P5.3, in HK. Thinking back what had happened this year, there were lots that were memorable, while some, they were just putting a cut in my heart, a painful card. Those memorable ones were the times that we played Hang Man, Cluedo, Up Words in class, YOG Tree Dedication Ceremony, the days in group Choco and RuleZ, Writing Competition, Workshops, Hua Yi Camp, W4 Cluster Camp and NE Show. These are the few one that I could think of for now. Still remember how we helped out in the Parent's Learning Day? It's a hard work though. Hahas... I still remember the teachers playing Scrabble, and at that time, there were no parents, hence, the prefects just crowd around the table, thinking how unfair it is. The teachers can play Scrabble, yet, we have to do our duty. Hahas... I still remembered that an old uncle came and asked us a staff in HK by telling us his name. Unfortunately, we don't even know who he was talking about, so, we asked the teachers playing Scrabble, but, none of them know who he was talking about. So, they started asking him questions. At first, we thought that he was talking about Mr Theng, so we asked him if it was Mr Theng he was finding, but, he don't even know what's the surname of his friend. -.-''' hahas... The funniest yet the best question of all was asked by Mr Lim. He asked the old uncle what kind of shoes does his friend normally wear to work. All of us laughed at his question. But, he replied," Correct what... if his friend is wearing sport shoes means that his friend is a cleaner, if not, it could be Mr Theng." hahas! I've forgotten what happened after that. But after Parent's Learning Day, it's NE Show! Aren't I busy enough? Hahas! jkjk...  But I really enjoyed the NE Show very much. My first time ever! Hahas... If I'm not wrong, from assembly till dismissal, it's from 2pm to 9.15pm. Cool, right? hahas... Tell you more about my life in P5.3 in the next post as this post is getting longer and longer. :)

On Friday 12/10/10, my family and I attended a wedding dinner in Sentosa. It's not really that  nice,and it's not even worth it, giving them $600 for four people's attendance, and yet, only like 3 out of 8 of them were nice. Lols... But first of all, we were let for the wedding dinner because we were not only caught in a traffic jam, we took the wrong way there, that explains why we were cuaght in a traffic jam. The wedding dinner starts at 7.50pm, and we reached there at about 7.58pm. lols... Before we went in, we rushed to the toilet first, because we were all urgent after the traffic jam. hahas. After that, a waitress guided us inside the room, but we went in from the side door, not the main one, mainly because we don't know that's the side door. lols... When we rushed in, the bride has already arrived, but fortunately, we were in time, to start the first dish of the menu, the appetiezr! Hahas... XD Luckily, we were not the last one... Hahas! The appetizer was not a really good one, but at least, there's one good fried thing on the plate. Next, (if I'm not wrong) the bridegroom gave his speech, about his past till now, and how he met the bride. After that, the second and third dishes were being served to us. The second dish was quite a nice one, but the third dish was not really that nice, but at least, it's edible. Hahas... After that, it's video time! It's a video made by the couple's friends. As the bridegroom is one of my relatives, my mother and the other relatives laughed at his baby picture. Hahas... Yeah... but it was quite cute though... Hahas! I spotted a few other of my relatives in the photos. Next, it's eating time again! The chicken and the fish was just another mouth-watering dish. Yummy! While we were eating the fish, the bridegroom's friends gave their speech about him. Some of them were very very funny, so.... we just laughed at it! Hahas... After that activity, we finished off with the other two dishes of food. I must say that the desert tasted really nice, but what is bad about it was that it was too sweet, otherwise, it could be counted the best dish. After that, it's time for us to go home! My mother shook hands with the bride and bridegroom, and we went to the toilet before going home. I slept on the way home as I was really really tired. When we reached home, it's about 11.25pm already. What a nice but tiring day...

Such a boring day... From Tuesday till now, none of the activities was interesting, and I really mean by NONE. Haizz... I'd rather go to school and be bored and not stay at home and be bored. At least, when you are in school and you are bored, you still can talk to friends, but at home, you are facing all the furniture, no human being AT ALL. Grr... So bored... Chatted with A***** and F******** on Fb just now and also with F**** on the phone. Don't even know what to do now....

Today and yesterday are both equally boring. It's either one. Either relaxing too much in school for about 9 periods, or go to outing which is really very boring. Grrr....  Hate it soooo much. Teacher Ann is damn boring. I don't think she even know how to joke with us. Mr Ng will be much better. Frankly speaking, it's the FIRST time ever I thought Mr Ng is great. Lols... Haizz... Today's trip to Kampong Glam was quite boring. But the best thing was that we were able to take photos.... Hehe... However, it's also not that fun. Mr Adib only allowed us to take 30 photos, but lots of group did not obey his instructions, including my group. We took 39 photos, just to let us have more choices. Hahas... Don't even know whether we will get a scolding from Mr Adib. The tour guide was quite funny though... He is called Mr Goh and Joleen said he is Yi Shan's father, we all burst out laughing and Yi Shan was like the 'duh' expression, lols. I did not remember what he said about his name. I think it was if we want to remember his name or whatever so, just sing this song " Ole Ole Go Go Go!" Or whatever it is. He told us the history of Singapore and we were all quite shocked that Singapore has 36 or 63 or whatever it is small islands. We were all thinking if it is possible.  Hahas... He told us the secret of success for Singapore and he sang the " One people, one nation one Singapore" song, but the way he sang it is really very funny. I think the reason for not enjoying the trip is because we still need to do project while walking around Kampong Glam... So bad... Luckily, I'll not going to be in school on Monday and I don't need to do the powerpoint presentation. Hehe... Plus, there is only one girl in my group and that is me. Mr Adib wanted us to be in our IPW Groupings and there were only 3 group members left, hence, Mr Adib told another TWO BOYS to come to our group. So sianzzz... If those volleyball players did not go to KL, I think today's trip will be much much better. At least LP and CS will be there, right? Haizz... my fate... During the Kampong Glam trip, we were all not in our own groups. We were either talking to our friends or playing together. Teacher Ann didn't even care when we were not walking in two straight lines. Soooo good... :D When we were back at school, all of us were dead beat. We did not even have the strength to walk up the stairs and everyone was like dragging their feets. It was English SPARKS lesson next. The whole class thought that Mr Wong will be taking over and let us watch the nice movie called "The Blind Side", unfortunately, only those in Mr Wong's class were able to watch as Ms Chin took over our class. At first, it was Mrs Koh. When we were greeting her, some of us did not put our hands by our side and she scolded some of them... Mr Ng don't even care whether our hands are by our side. Some more, during Ms Chin's class, we still need to do Synthesis and Transformation with 'Neither.... nor....'. Trust me, it's very easy, we all took less than 10 minutes to complete it. After that, Ms Chin went through the answers with us and teach us a new idiom called 'Pride comes before a fall" (if I'm not wrong) and let us have five minutes of free time. Most of us sleep. Lols... We were all soooo tired. Yesterday, we were free for 9 periods. First, Mr Ng was not here, Mr Adib was accompanying the P4s for their heritage tour to China Town while Mrs Loh is also away. During Mr Ng's English lessons, Mr Wong took over and showed us a video called "The Blind Side" which is very very very nice. But after that, during other lessons, it was very boring. Only Ms Ong was here for our Chinese lessons and we had gotten back our Higher Chinese results, the total marks and Paper 2. Hahahaha.... Except for English lessons and Chinese lessons, the other lessons were very very boring. Haizz... what two boring days....

I suddenly felt sooooo lonely and sad.... I don't understand why. Why do I have that kind of feeling? I feel like I'm missing him, but why? WHY?! Is my love for him sooooooo deep? I don't think so. ARGH! It's so difficult to stop loving him. It's really difficult! Fine, quit this stupid subject and the stupid him. Argh! I don't want to go for the Heritage Tour to Kampong Glam. It seems soooooooooo boring. Haizz... Envy the volleyball players going to the KL Trip. They don't need to go Kampong Glam. Plus, I don't want to be in group RuleZ that day. Only with E***** and F******, it will surely be very boring, I can guarantee it. I'd rather be in Choco. At least there is Y*** T** F*. Lols.... I hope Mr Adib will not group us in our IPW Group. I want to be in my class group!!!!!!!!Haizzz....... =.= Anyways, it will be Teacher Ann following us. I'd rather Mr Ng to follow us to this trip. Lols... At least he can joke with us. Wakakakaka.... Muahahahaha.... Lols... Haizz..... Wish to be in Choco and not RuleZ.... *Wishing*

如果相爱过，分手了我会很想哭，
但我不会在你面前留下一滴眼泪，
这是最后一次的伪装，而且必须成功，
让你知道我放得下，让你走得没牵挂...

不哭，并不意味着我比你还坚强，
不哭，并不意味着我什么都不在意，
不哭，并不表示着我已经不爱你了，
不哭，只是知道你不会因此而留下...

我的眼泪永远都只有我自己一人看得见，
我的伤心永远也都只有我自己能够了解，
我并不是坚强，只是你看不见我的软弱，
我并不是软弱，只是眼泪不经意地流下,
不哭是因为我不要得到你给我的安慰，
我要的不止是安慰，我要的是你的爱，
既然你给不起，那我也不要浪费眼泪在你身上...

分手了，我们就已经是彼此的陌生人了，
陌生人只需要一个简单的微笑，
眼泪还是留给自己一个人的时候看，
你走了就别回头，就算你心中有愧与我，
我是还想要你的关心，但我却不会接受，
我是还想要继续下去，但你选择了离开...

分手后再遇见我，千万别问我你最近还好吗？
因为我不想在分手后还还得对说你一个谎言，
分手后再遇见我，也千万别给我任何的祝福，
如果那不是真心的我不稀罕，如果那是真心的我会更伤心,
因为你竟然可以做得那么绝情，就好像我们都不曾相爱过...

分手了，让我一个人痛下去就好，
我的生活，你无需理会，
对你微笑只是因为你是个陌生人，
我哭泣也轮不到你来为我安慰，
让我哭泣的人就是你，你凭什么来安慰我，
如果不想让我哭泣，那当初你就不该伤害我，
我要的不是对不起，答案你永远也给不起...

ARGH! I really wish to delete him in my life. If my life has a rewind button, I wish that I've never met him. He didn't make my life difficult, but I just don't want to like him anymore, but I can't. I don't know why. Sometimes, he's good, but sometimes, it's the other way round. Why are just things so complicated?! I hate it!!! ARGH! I tried to forget him, a lot of times, but I felt lonely when I tried not to like him? Why must things go this way? It's really really frustrating. I wish I can just forget him without getting lonely. I really want to forget him!!!

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